It's Been A While...

After more than a month...

Many things has happened over the month...

Finals had finish... Results is coming out in 2 days time... I'm very worried... Not knowing how I did in my finals... The more i think of it, the more nervous I am...

Lets not talk about results now...

What I did after my finals dramas, series, movies, computer became my life. I watched more then 12 hours of shows per day... Manage to finish 2 dramas a couple of movies. Although my record has not been broken yet, but i don't think I'm going to break it anytime soon.

Projects,

My family is having a family project now...
We are going to paint the house... Hahaha... The gate is going to be in brown color and the exterior wall is going to be orange in color... The color combination sounds a little weird, but we wouldn't know how it will turns out until we paint it... So, I'm going to hope for the best now.

Family outing,

After the family project, we are going for a family outing in an island...

Ever heard of Pangkor Laut??? We are going there... Yahoo!!! Yeh Yeh... I'm going to an island... I wanted to go there for a long time...

I'll be back after my vacation.

It's been a while...

It has been about a week since i wrote a blog if what I remembered is correct. Well, like I said I'm going to study for my finals. And the other thing is that I could not connect to the Internet in my house for some unknown reason.

I'm now at Starbucks. The reason I come there because my shows are getting old. I need to update my shows. That is what entertained me when I'm having a break from my studies.

Looking at the bright side, I think is the sign for GOD. I manage to finish study one subject. It might not be much, but bit by bit I will finish it all.

Hmm... What had happen last week??? From what I'd remembered, nothing interesting actually.

Friday morning, I'd manage to assemble a study table all by myself. I think that was the first time I assemble a table by myself. I had assemble many stuff tables, shelves, chairs, electrical stuff and more.

I like to do that kind of stuff, fixing things I mean. It makes me feel happy.

I think I'm going to stop here. Will write back when I'm free and the Internet connection is available.

Wish me luck on my finals.

Starting to Worry...

Last night while I was getting to sleep, the sudden thought of finals coming soon scares the hell out of me. I don't know why, but i kept thinking about finals and I'm not good at the subjects I'm taking this semester, thinking that I'm going to fail another subject.

These thought kept me awake last night. It makes my heart jumps faster and faster. I know that I need to start study for my finals, but with all the things I need to do, the projects, the pressure, the entertainment, I just can't concentrate.

I kept saying that I'm going to start study after today. The next day I said that to myself again, then the day after that, then after that. Delay, delay and more delay.

God help me please.

Well, maybe I won't be having my computer after this week. I'm going to shut down all the entertainment I have starting next week ( I'm keeping my fingers cross for this ).

Please pray for me and wish me luck.

And God please help me...

A Bad Day Of Mine

I woke up today thinking that it would be a good day for me, because I'm going back home... As people always say "Home Sweet Home".

But, it was not the case I thought. At a cornering during my drive to the university, a car at the next lane cut into mine. Not knowing what to do, I quickly avoid the car. As a result of that, I almost drive into the road divider which is about three or maybe four feet tall. This causes my temper to rise. But my day does not end there.

As you know I was on my way to the university, what you don't know is that I went there for a group meeting for another project of mine. The meeting was set at 1000 in the morning. But when I arrived there ( at 1000 sharp), I didn't see my group member there. I thought maybe they were on their way, I sat down at a table and started doing my things. After ONE HOUR!!! One by one they showed up. My mood at that time had gone from bad to worst. But I kept quite.

Hey!!! Somethings wrong. Our group was suppose to be five person including me, but one member had not showed up yet. After another hour, we called him. Do you know what he said??? "I just woke up". Can you believe that??? He was the one that set the meeting at 1000, but he was sleeping when we were discussing for our project!!! My blood vaines was showing and going to explode.

We decided not to wait for him any more, so we ended the meeting after 3 hours of discussion.

On my way back home, I received a text message. Guess who was it. It's the guy that was missing in action. In the text, he said that due to some problem he can't make it to the meeting and hope to join us tomorrow for meeting which does not exist.

Well you know what? Screw him. I will enjoin the rest of my day with my family. Thats what makes me happy more then ever.

That's the way I always want my day to end, with my family.

My Dream Phone...

Sony Ericsson's W580i... The phone I'm longing to have. It's the prefect phone for me. Walkman phone, radio, camera, shake control... It's really cool. But one problem, it's quite expensive. :(

If I really want to buy it, I have to stop spending on junk food and junk food and junk food.

Is it really worth it??? Sacrificing my love for junk food for a phone??? But I really like that phone!!! I'm using a 'pre-tty' good one now by the way.

Well, it's old alright and I'm the third-hand user. The phone I'm currently using was inherited by my sister, which was inherited by an older sister.

I'm having a conflict now... It seems to be what I'm good at, facing conflict I mean.

If I decided to buy, what color should I buy???

The phone comes with four color black, pink, grey and white.

White is nice, but gets dirtty quite easily. Black is cool, but quite common. Pink is cute, but I don't think is my type of color. Grey is quite unsual, it's stylist kind of cool in a way also.

So in conclusion, my decision is in conclusive.

To buy or not to buy???

78kg

Heinz... As you may know maybe you may not know... I had a project... It aim is to build a bridge that can sustain 100kilogram... But there's a catch, it can only be build with paper and glue... Normal newspaper... Not the kind that used by The Edge or magazine.

Well, we done it... I mean we managed to build the bridge. But after testing it, our bridge did not sustain 100kg. The maximum that it can take is 78kg.

Hmm... I don't know whether it is good enough (most probably not).

There were several bridge from other groups that exceeded 100kg though. Wonder how they did it.

But anyway, after analysing our bridge, we concluded that the bridge we build had no problem sustaining more than 100kg. It failed because of a joint. We didn't manage to connect the joint properly, that result in the tear of the surface of the paper thus failure of the bridge.

Overall, it's fun doing the project. We laughed, suffered,had our both hands, neck and back sored when we called it the day.

I don't regret doing the project, it's fun.

WHY???????

What's wrong with driving a manual car??? Why am I not allowed to drive it...???????
It's not fair... I know how to drive it... But why am I not allowed to drive???
I passed my driving test using MANUAL CAR!!! Meaning i know how to drive.
Truth is... I prefer driving a manual car then a automated car... I don't know why... But I like it... My family and friends prefer automated car.
That car was suppose to be mine, because they think that I don't know how to drive and not use to driving manual car result in me driving the car I'm driving...
Someday.... Someday I'll be able to drive a manual car without anyone stopping me.... :)
Cross my fingers

First Time Blogger

I never understand why people like to write their feelings in a page that can be view by thousands of people... maybe even millions of people around the world. But now, I finally did it myself. I HAVE A BLOG!!! I can't believe it myself.

But anyway... I got very frustrated with a course mate of mine. I don't know how or why... I just do... Maybe it's just me... I don't know. But I really don't like this person.( This person causes the existence of this blog. FYI) Maybe is the way this person does things... Maybe is the way this person treats people, people like me not so smart...

We did quite a few projects together, it started as normal friends but it got worse later on. Then just yesterday i thought that it gets better after the recent project, but just this afternoon this person turn cold.

I asked if i can join the group for a lab, and you know what this person says??? "Whatever"
What a nice choice of word "Whatever".

Hmm... I really don't know deal with this person...

Should I go straight up to this person and ask what's the problem? Or should I just let it be???

HELP ME!!!