Saturday, October 13, 2007

It's been a while...

It has been about a week since i wrote a blog if what I remembered is correct. Well, like I said I'm going to study for my finals. And the other thing is that I could not connect to the Internet in my house for some unknown reason.

I'm now at Starbucks. The reason I come there because my shows are getting old. I need to update my shows. That is what entertained me when I'm having a break from my studies.

Looking at the bright side, I think is the sign for GOD. I manage to finish study one subject. It might not be much, but bit by bit I will finish it all.

Hmm... What had happen last week??? From what I'd remembered, nothing interesting actually.

Friday morning, I'd manage to assemble a study table all by myself. I think that was the first time I assemble a table by myself. I had assemble many stuff tables, shelves, chairs, electrical stuff and more.

I like to do that kind of stuff, fixing things I mean. It makes me feel happy.

I think I'm going to stop here. Will write back when I'm free and the Internet connection is available.

Wish me luck on my finals.

Monday, October 1, 2007

Starting to Worry...

Last night while I was getting to sleep, the sudden thought of finals coming soon scares the hell out of me. I don't know why, but i kept thinking about finals and I'm not good at the subjects I'm taking this semester, thinking that I'm going to fail another subject.

These thought kept me awake last night. It makes my heart jumps faster and faster. I know that I need to start study for my finals, but with all the things I need to do, the projects, the pressure, the entertainment, I just can't concentrate.

I kept saying that I'm going to start study after today. The next day I said that to myself again, then the day after that, then after that. Delay, delay and more delay.

God help me please.

Well, maybe I won't be having my computer after this week. I'm going to shut down all the entertainment I have starting next week ( I'm keeping my fingers cross for this ).

Please pray for me and wish me luck.

And God please help me...